DawnMarie one of the things I actually did say to H yesterday in the course of it all was that although I said I would work on the M I would NOT so long as he is seeing someone else. So I am going to give it some time. I guess I will ride this through maybe May (when I graduate) if something hasn't changed then likely I will be ready to let go by then and file for D. Which I am sure will shock him. I figure it will be well past the 6 month mark for them and I will be able to see if there is any renewed hope or not. That probably sounds dumb. You have done this for so long, I don't know how you do it! You are so strong.
