H will be here soon to take son to a school evening activity. I asked if I could ride along but H did not sound very enthusiastic. Am going to act as if I am not interested when he gets here, unless he asks me to go with them. I think he is doing the two steps forward one step back dance and I don't want to force him to run and hide. No biggie. I can always hit an AA meeting tonight. There's gotta be something to do...even if I just rent a movie and stay home alone. Don't want to look too desperate for his attention. So, guess I better figure out a plan B.