i hope you're at the point i was. i hope you're ready to move on. whatever happens, if you are, you'll get what you want in life. i hope you're ready to look forward.
I believe I am, close anyway and I've been looking forward for a while now. I'll be 56 in a month and I want more. As I said if I'm going to be married i want someone who can actually be in the same room with me, who I can share things with.
I'm sad, but today is a new day, the sun is up, the birds are singing, life goes on.
jks-yes similar women marry similar men. All we can do is learn from it.
What I learned last night is was he is a man filled with fear. When he told me 3 years ago (BD#1) how bad things were and that he was done, I high-tailed it into counseling and have been working hard for almost since that time. He has done nothing.
I hope he is happy with his life, I want him to be.
It's so hard to see the life that we'd planned for years just go up in smoke. We were almost to the gravy.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
