Tori - yes lots happened didn't it?
Including a kiss on the lips - that took me completely by surprise - i think it surprised H too, he kind of looked at me sideways when i gave him the quizzical look.

I took H for granted too. You really don't realise what you have until it's gone...i guess

You're so right, it's not time to talk commitment - what's the score here? - because i don't even know what I want for my Self.
I'm staying focused on me and leaning back now.
H didn't call last night. I didn't expect him to, I think it's a new figure of speech of his.

I didn't really notice either as I was busy working til 1900hrs and then, now that I can download mp3 music, for some reason I found my Self downloading all Stevie Nicks albums that i used to have on cassette. So i spent the rest of the night dancing round the living room, remembering my teenage years, only this time with a glass of red wine in my hand!

Nothing today from either of us and I am totally OK with that.