Mach, you and others may have been able to trod that path.

I was not.

I won't fault myself for that.

I did what I felt was best for me, something I did very little of in out married life.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss