I agree. Part of what I think happened last night was I think he was testing me to see if I would stay home from AA meeting cause he showed up...but I didn't. I went to the meeting.
When things got good between us before it was because I had gotten a life again..and because I was taking care of myself. I need to do that again. I am doing that and can not let my neediness or desire to make him the center of my universe take over that.
I need to make sure that I come first before anyone and anything else...(other than God) or I am of no use or no appeal to anyone or anything else.
