I tried acting as if when he left but I couldn't hide it. He called to know what was wrong and I told him. I miss him and hate seeing him leave. I hate knowing he's here all the time but won't live here. That's why I can't have him over as often. If he wants to continue being here often, then it's because we are planning to reconcile.
He said he didn't want to comment on what I said last night. I caught him by surprise. I said I told him because I didn't want him showing up in the evenings or the mornings. I said, I try to wait for the appropriate time but this couldn't wait. He also said, "you don't know how much I appreciated going out with you on Tues and you didn't bring up any R talk"
He said, I make the mistake of assuming he is ok not living here. That there are things I assume about him that aren't true. He said he wants us to see eye to eye on how we will work on our relationship.
I'm putting all this to rest. I'm too drained to think about this anymore. Not tonite.
M 42 H 39 T10 (-2yrs separation) S8 D5 DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA) Reconciled 6/2013 Separation in works 1/2017
