Mk: thanks, I am making an effort every moment to stay at this pace. Today I just wanted to curl up with my h in a big blanket, warm cup of tea, and watch a movie.
Maybe he'll be here (mentally) one day to do that again. Or, maybe I just have to find a new cuddle buddy.
Yea, I am letting my mind go there! Sh1t I'm not getting any younger and the loneliness makes me feel so old and washed up. It's not a goal, but I think I may have to realize that it just might not work out.
I will heal the day I let myself live again! Hope you find some inner peace and then share your secret with me
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!