Ok, get this. I called H to ask him if he wanted me to have son plow driveway so he wouldn't have to do it...it was snowing again. H says no, he would rather do it. I say ok, then H asks do I need anything from the store? I say not really..H says grapes are on sale. I say ok, fine. I tell H I am going to 8 o'clock meeting will be gone by 7:15 or so...H says he will be over before then. I say fine.
H arrives around 6:30. H is hanging out on couch again. Son wants to go to town to inappropriate hang out while I am at meeting..I say maybe H would hang out with S til I get home...H says yeah, fine. I leave.
H and S are playing mario golf when I get home. S gives me controller and I play with H for a bit. S goes to bed. H and I watch tv.
H calls his parents and I hear him tell them he is spending night here as it is getting late and he has to take s to school in morning anyway.
H and I continue to watch tv. H is rubbing his feet. I tell him I still have lotion...his feet are dry. H says he doesn't want to put it on himself. I say I will do it for him. I give him a nice foot rub which leads to me rubbing something else.. H enjoys himself thoroughly. Does not really reciprocate for me in any way. H does HOWEVER come to bed and does snuggle a bit with me. I get him worked up a bit more and "climb aboard" ....he is not into it at all...I disengage and say...sorry, I am pushing you ...I snuggle against his arm and try to go to sleep. H goes to sleep.
In the morning, I get up first. Make coffee, eggs, bacon. H showers. I get son up. H eats, has coffee, and takes s to school. I ask what h is going to do today..H says maybe do the taxes if I think that he has gotten all my stuff...I say no, there is one more 1099 coming...I ask if he will be coming back over today...he says he will come over around 6:30 to take s to school function this evening. I say ok and say well, give me a kiss good bye in a low tenative voice...H hugs me and I kiss his neck....
H leaves his levis shirt and t-shirt here and takes a new pair of sweats I bought him for Christmas and a clean t-shirt to wear.
I am thoroughly confused. I have got to stay focused on my son and myself though...can't go getting all crazy about this...
But what do you all think? Was he just using me to get a little? Is he testing the waters? I guess I shouldn't even guess. I should just go on like whatever...
Sunday evening is church. Tonight son has school event. I should go to a meeting today or tonight.
Writer's group was great yesterday and so was bible study.
I am so glad that I am doing both again. Praise God. He is almighty.
