ANGER THREAD - How do YOU deal with it???

[bustingout]

p.s. I also believe that I was carrying around some depression for a long while, and again masked it in anger. I did take meds for a while and they helped me, but it wasn't until i really started to DB that i could work through those issues with myself.

Now that i am starting to 'see' better, i see so much of the pain H has been carrying with him all of these years. The love was never a question. it was how i expressed it to him. It gave him no hope as the years went on.

Now that I see that..., what I could actually give to my H, my REAl self...well it is probably too little too late...but of course i still have the hope that it could be better late than never.