I am moving to surviving the divorce. He has the papers almost all filled out. He is done. He is adament. I can't reach him. He is throwing up things I did when I was drinking six and seven years ago. He says he will no longer sacrifice his happiness for my stability.

I have to move on. It will be hard, but I have to face the fact that even though I am sober, he can not forgive the past. He says he has so much rage he can't explain it.

I will post in surviving the d.

Thanks for all your support.

I am responsible for my own happiness.