Exactly.

She planned her appointment. It's her inconvenience.
I fail to see why I should take her consequenceses upon me.

I feel I'm really taking the high-road here.
Several friends/co-workers etc have told me how impressed they are at my mature attitude and how well I'm handling this.

Despite this my X seems to think I'm lurking, waiting to attack her. And several times she disrespects me.

It hurts, and pushes me away. I still feel for her, and just tonight I had a dream about how we reconciled and how happy we were.

Just to wake up to the reality; being alone, sick and still having to go to work lol!


Together for 8,5 years.
S2
Interest in OM.
She left 29.09.12 b/c we couldn't work things out.
No signs of OM, not digging.
Living in seperate homes, sharing custody.