AT, regarding your Greatest Fear..... STOP.

You are Not There Yet.

Concentrate on today and for the short term plans for this upcoming weekend.

I read all 30 pages of this thread and i empathize with you and your thoughts and feelings, but i see much growth and less turmoil from the beginning to the current status of your well being.

I appreciate very much that you dropped in on my thread and felt it was time to attempt to give back to you.

Ed


Me, 55 W, 36
T, 10 yrs
S-9
M, 8 yrs
1st D-Day, 9-27-2009, With 1st bf, ea/pa
2nd D-Day, 12-5-2009, With her best friends bf, ea/pa
W, AA relapse early 2009-Current
W moved out 2-16-2012
New OM 5-2012