OK well for now I have not text her at all. I just dont feel it at this point.
This does not mean that I will not text her. Just that i am not going to do it now.
This WAW of mine is so odd that sometimes the things that work for everyone do not work for her. not sure sometimes how to deal with her as she is so confusing sometimes. says one thing but means something diff. I do what she says and i get yeld at for doing it. This was mostly in the begining of the separation.
Some part of me deap down thinks that she just wants to live life as a single person doing and going where ever she wants. But then again im so f$%^& in the head these days i dont want to rely on what i feel or think i feel. Some how i need to start dealing with facts and just hope in God that im doing what is good for the marage to be saved some how.
