Last night, we talked again about R. She is sending mixed signals, or i think its mixed signals.
Today we have a date, she asked me why are we going on a date, i said to reconnect. She doesn't say she doesn't want to go, so i am assuming we are going still. Which is a good sign.
However she also tells me, she wants to date other guys (which i assume is that Other man). She tells me not to wait for her.
But she is hell bent on testing the waters...
She also asked me, why is it everytime I am around her, i stumble like a fool. I told her because when I am around you, you make me a fool because of how i feel about you. I know that wasn't the greatest thing to say but I was being honest with my answer.
Emotional, I really want to be with her. But at the same time, I know i am getting the short end of this stick.
I am now officially in the marathon stage.
But i did get one good tip from her, she says she likes the attention of being needed. So I am assuming, I need to try and focus on this and not necessary ignore her and focus on trying to get a life. I know this my backfire on me.
