Hmmmmmm I'm trying to put myself in your shoes and the question keeps coming up "How has he changed that will make this a better R?

What changes have you made that will help change the dynamics?

But I wouldn't throw the baby out with the bathwater.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss