The crack in my perfect life...

[Sweetbriar]

Woke up this morning in deep despair. Im feeling really sad today...We are supposed to get sep docs finalized today also.

Tomorrow is H's birthday and I assume correct way to go about it is to NOT wish him happy birthday, correct? He has always been sensitive to his birthday because of his lack of friends. I know that not acknowledging it will give the OW great kudos for doing something for him and I can hear in my future that I didnt even recognize his day. What should I do?

There may even be a chance he sees the kids tomorrow, so he would have to come here to get them...

Somtimes I just dont see how I will endure this road...it just seems so long ahead of me:( Where is that magic crystal ball when you need it?