Today's a bad day. For no particular reason. Just hurts. Can't wrap my head around it - and forget about drumming understanding into my heart.

We spend time together in harmony. No fights (never have had many of those). Says he told the pastor yesterday that he "still loves me". Still pulls me to him at night.

But talks about "ending our relationship". I know he's upset about his parents' health. I know he has regrets regarding his other kids.

But what does he think is going to happen if/when we split? I think he thinks I will still somehow be "his", just that he won't have to be bothered with living with me. I think he thinks our kids will be just fine with our split, with him.

Bad day. Need to stop thinking I guess. frown

Me 46 H 56
M 22 yrs
S22, D20, Twin Ss18

You teach people how to treat you by what you allow.
What you stop.
And what you reinforce.
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A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.