It sounds like you have totally give up on any form of a relationship. If that's the case and all you are doing is trying to make the next so many years more comfortable, then I don't know what else you can do. I really think you should try take S12 on a holiday, just the two of you. Even if it's just for a weekend. Is there family/ friends you can go visit, so it won't cost much. Just petrol really because food you would have to buy either way.
You don't derserve to have to live like this.
M: 29, H: 31 D: 9 S: 8 T: 13 Y M: 9 Y ILYBIDKIILWY 12/09/2012 ~~~~ Worrying does not empty tomorrow of its troubles. ~~~ it Emptys today of its strengths
