Thanks Veroprado. I dont think I will feel serene until this thing is over. I don't care what H does with OW as long as my kids are not involved. I find out most of my info on OW from my son because H tells him about it all. Now notice I do not prod S into telling me stuff. Usually I come across it by accident or by S innocently mentioning things to me.

I am taking care of myself pretty well. I have started doing things for myself that make me feel good and hence I am a better mom to my kids and a better co-worker at my office. Even though I am going through a battlefield right now I am happier and more content than I have felt in a long time. It feels scary and amazing all at the same time.


AT BD: WH 41, J 43; Bomb 2/5/2012
Two kids, one dog
D Final 6/18/14
J marries OW 1/24/15
"No matter where you go, there you are"