So I let her know earlier today about the conflict / my unavailability for tomorrow. "no big deal."
Come home with the slightly queezy feeling. Put on my fake PMA face. Not feeling really down or anything. Just weirdness. W and I are nice and friendly. The dr. Took 3 vials of blood to run a variety of tests. Guesses at this point - Mono or maybe Thyroid. She's had that concern years ago, but tests came back negative.
So she's showing me Pinterest stuff and what not. I open a insurance bill, ouch. My labs are kind of costly, not to mention all of her recent medical bills and what not. She makes the comment, "We were healthier together. Kind of reminds me of a song...Better Together". One of "our" songs by Jack Johnson. Also, she asked if I had 5 bucks for Zumba. I did and we flirtatiously talked about what it would cost her. . She started it, I kept it PG-13, she made it at least R; and added in things she used to do "just b/c". Last interesting comment she made before she left was, "thought I heard my phone (checks it but nothing), it doesn't go off much anymore". So some more slight signs in my favor? Good thing I've been using exercise and weights as an outlet, I'm gonna need to weigh down that shield some more.