You know at this point sports fans...I just don't even know what to do when he gets home tonight. I want to just ignore him treat him like sh*t ....the way he treats me. But will that help? No. I don't want to touch him or have him try to touch me. I wish he wasn't coming home now. It's just too stressful. He is just mean and selfish and thinks only of his mommy and daddy, job, and self...never of us and how we might feel. It's old. It's tired. It's near the death stage for me....I am reaching that place where I just don't care anymore. Maybe I will become a WAW...and just leave him. It's probably what he wants so he can try and keep this dang house and all our stuff. He has a rude awakening coming if he thinks that will be the case...
God..I was so excited and happy that he was coming home and we were going to work on it...and then he pulls this crap putting his folks first again...I just can't take too much more before I do quit. I think getting a d may be the answer.
Any ideas on how to act when he gets home? I really don't know what to do. He'll be here by 11pm at the latest...and it's after 5 now.
