JJ..if you have ideas for me...let's talk on the board. I am open to suggestions and would love a male perspective. I am really at my wit's end. I am having trouble db'ing...which I once did so well..that my marriage seemed to be repairing itself...now it seems to be self destructing...he is making these weird advances toward coming home...but then poking and prodding me to get me to fight with him...not sure if there is really an ow or if this is midlife crisis...no hard proof...just series of weird events...I am confused and angry and tired...and everytime I put my heart on the line...he is cruel and mean to me.
