More one on one talking here this afternoon. I am not loosening my new grip on the little corner of our sitch.

He asked me what do I want in a perfect world...I said no you don't, you don't get to set me up like that!

He has no hope in life...laziness is beginning to creep into his depression turning him almost sloth like.

I go dressed, put on make up, and am making stir fry with my S. H has retired to the couch. I don't know about the whole leaving spew...time will tell.


The past can't be ahead of you in the future.
You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction.
What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!