Well, he has not read my email. So, I guess it was just a huge mistake to bear my soul again and tell him how handsome and attractive I still find him. I WILL NOT CALL HIM TONIGHT. I WILL NOT EMAIL HIM AGAIN OR BEEP HIM OR CONTACT HIM. I MAY NOT EVEN BE HOME WHEN HE GETS HERE.
I may just leave a note saying enjoy the peace and quiet am at a girlfriends...love, Col and not be here tomorrow when he gets here.
