Thanks AFA. I like your riding the wave to the shore where my blanket is waiting. I put it on the beach in the first place (not the castle green) so that I could keep my eyes on the horizon not the castle.
I just don't feel strong on the inside, soft on the outside right now. I feel weak on the inside and sad on the outside. I really want to call him BUT it won't make me feel better as there's 9/10 chance that he won't ansa and my auto thought is he is choosing not to ansa (rejection).
I haven't felt like this in a long time. Maybe I'm like you today and having a growing moment... I'm just gonna have to find a horse to ride - before my inner drama queen starts putting on the pity party music
ME41 H39 T12 M9 Ilybinilwy 10/2010 H moves out 11/2010 H moves in 09/2011 out 11/2011 Try to fix it alone, give up 07/2012 Tumbling to file 02/01/2013 :-) "Strong on the inside, soft on the outside"
