Yes, you are right. I need to stop. I am not calling him tomorrow. I am not emailing again. I am not emailing on Tuesday or calling before he leaves work. I am having dinner with my girlfriend tomorrow and on Tuesday I will make some sort of plans to be out of the house during the day. I will be home when he gets home and will be cheerful when he arrives, but will just look nice, say hello, and then go to bed. He says he wants peace and quiet...I will give it to him..not nasty, will be nice about it. If he ends up sleeping on the couch...that's his choice, isn't it? If he comes to bed...that's his choice, too.
I have got to completely drop this rope before I hang my marriage with it.
Hit me again with that 2X4 Livnlearn...I deserve it. Heck, I need it.
