Very sad to be here but H says he is leaving

[brokenheart71]

Update: After he actually left I am feeling better and more positive. While coming home and seeing his things gone was a jolt, I also feel a sense of relief. Telling my parents and a few friends has gone better than I expected with everyone being very supportive of me. I think I was in such a panic to try to get him to not move out that now that he has I am calmer and concentrating on me. I feel more of a sense that I am going to be ok - whether he changes his mind and agrees to work on things or not. I realize that I deserve someone who really wants to be with me, who adores me - and that is not him. Maybe that will change and maybe it won't but for right now it isn't and I don't want to live like that.
He has been over each day (its only been 2 days) to see our kids which is good. For now I will do what I can to keep it as easy for him to see them as possible. We all went trick or treating last night and was awkward at times (especially when we stopped at my parents - he just went around the corner and waited for us) but I think it was good for our kids.

Brokenheart71