You were right and I was wrong. I am sorry. I love you. You were trying to be fair and I took it the wrong way.
I have set some goals that I think will help us to get along better. They are goals for me. If you call me today, I will start working on these goals.
1. I will not have conflict with you... I will trust and believe you. 2. I will only call you after 7. I will respect you and your job. If I need to contact you ...I will email, not beep or call before 7 unless it is a true emergency. 3. I will work on learning about paying the bills with you. I will respect our finances. I would like to get a checking account and start helping to pay the bills with the money that you give me and the money that I earn from writing and.... 4. I will try to get a job...any kind of job. No matter what it pays....I need to go to work even if it is part time. I need to show you that I am willing to help out financially and that I can get out of the house and work. 5. I will be less needy and more independent. I will be more attractive to you.
I hope that these goals are things that you think will help. I think they will. In the long run, even if you want to leave me, they will help both of us. Give us a little more time....please Paul. I can not take the thought of losing our marriage. I am a mess. I need the fighting to end, too. I need you to try to be nice to me. Just one day at a time..starting today. Please. Just try it...try something different...nothing else has worked in the last month...maybe this will....it's a marriage counseling technique....when all else is not working ...try something different.
Well..it would be different for both of us to just be nice to each other one day at a time. I love you. Try telling me you love me.
