Cycler, Livnlearn, Ogda, and everyone else who has been posting...THANKS SO MUCH...
I am trying to work on the following goals which I shared with my husband... I will put an end to the conflict between H and I ... I will trust and believe him.
I will not call or beep before 7pm...if I need to contact him I will email...during the day. I will show respect for his job and for him.
I will work on learning to pay the bills with him...I will respect our family finances.
I will get try to get a job..any job...outside the home.
I will become less needy and more independent.
I will find the email I sent him and post it here...it was basically the above ...but it got good results.. now I have to stick to it...and prove myself. back in a bit.