It's None of my Business

[BeingMe]

I've been thinking a lot about my appointment with divorce lawyer. I told her about my role in my marriage, and then when it showed H in a negative light, I would defend him. Finally, she said to me that I have to think about myself, that my rights are such and such, and if he wanted to get a lawyer, he is entitled to do that, but she represents me, and the law dictates what I will get. And, it's pointless giving it away because I feel sorry for him. I have to live too. When I filled out the form, there was a question of whether there was any hope for reconciliation. Weirdly, that was a part my H was completing and he left that uncrossed ... I crossed the NO box. I don't think there is hope for a reconciliation ... too much water under the bridge. Too little trying on his part. Too much time apart from each other, and I suspect, other women. I hope he finds a nice girlfriend, whose kind, and treats my kids well. I've heard too much of women who want the man to themselves. As for me, for now, I'm sooooo not interested in having another romantic R. I have other things to do. I am interested in meeting new people, and having fun, but no emotional ties.