Realistic Optimist Hard At Work

[Just A Guy]

W and I had another talk tonight.... I can't tell whether it was a good talk or a bad talk but one thing I know for sure, W has been waiting for me to break out of my shell and talk to her... She says I always am afraid of what will happen if I rock the boat, so much so that I closed her out..

She wants me to speak my mind instead of constantly tip toeing around issues and avoiding the conflict..

Tears were shed and I told her how frustrated I have been and how working on me has been tough but I am making progress every day...

Tough tough night...