So I haven't posted in a couple of days...I'm DBing all I can, I started to read DR again and I'm going out tonight to be social. Things have gotten better, small changes as Michelle talks about. Due to some construction that was happening this morning here my H needed to sleep inside (first time in weeks). So he stayed on the couch. This morning we joked around a little. It's weird but a lot nicer than it was. I'm just taking things the way they are, not reading into things too much and being nice. This is tough sometimes, I feel sort of like I'm someone else! But what I like very much is keeping my anger in check. It's very empowering. Over all I have to say I like DBing. I still don't know what's going to happen, but for what it's worth we're much nicer to each other than we were. And I'm grateful. The ring is still somewhere in the living room, but what can you do? I'm alive. I'm very fortunate to have you guys, thank you so much for "listening". I'm hoping for the best, and GAL either way!
