Nothing much is up. I've been staying busy (not by choice...work is killing me), and trying to just take it one day at a time. Yes, there are days when I miss H, but I've gotta say most days I'm just glad to not be dealing with his drama. I talk to H occasionally, and since last week only when he calls me. I haven't been calling him, and only send the occasional text. In the words of my sister, "I just can't..." - deal with him right now, worry about what he's doing and if it's with OW (most of the time), or feel sorry for myself. Sure there will be days when I will, but right now...I just can't.
Meanwhile, I've been catching up with friends, and even signed back up for Jazzercise AND a knitting class. Remember those football tickets I bought H for Father's Day? Guess what? I never printed the tickets out before he left. (Something told me not to) Guess who gets to see the Panthers & Redskins on Sunday? YEAH!!!! I'm taking one of my girlfriends who is into football. I'm not that into football, and I'm actually excited about going. Doing something different. I bet H probably forgot all about those tickets. He probably thinks I sold them. Guess who is not calling him to remind him? At least not until after tailgating and the game. *evil laugh*
MIL is getting better slowly. I've talked to her a couple of times. I am still very worried about her. Also, H still isn't talking to anyone about everything he's going through, and he sounds about ready to crack. I told him to call me whenever he needed to talk. I doubt he will, but...NOT MY PROBLEM. (But can I repeat again how relieved I am to just have to worry about myself for a change?)
