Talked to h for a long time tonight. H is so angry. He says I overreact and that he feels trapped. Says he can't divorce me because I would probably kill myself. Says he doesn't love me...but cares about me. Says it's always something with me and that I can't live without conflict.
I just want everything to stop. I don't want any more conflict. I want h to come home and hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok. He says he doesn't know if he is coming home....I have got to stop calling and beeping him at work.
Pray for me. I am really hitting bottom over all of this.
