I can go without the sex. I think the primal urge is maybe driving the detachment. Either way it is another test of patience.

The other part is that on the nights I don't have my children it can be lonely in the house. And yes I am out doing things on those nights. It is more of a something is missing feeling when they are not in their beds.

I also know that I need to be happy on my own no matter what the sitch is. I will get there. I used to be great on my own.


Me 37/W 32
S 5
D 4
ILYBNILWY 5/12
Sep 8/12
Starting to find myself 11/12 on