What about talking to your doctor again? I really wonder if part of the emotions at this point are medically related.
I know you have lots going on, but I just know when I was having trouble with my meds that the thinking was so screwed up I couldn't think straight at all and just sat and cried.
Take care.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
