It's accepting the unknown. I have ALWAYS been a planner, organizer. This is something that has completely changed since all of this mess started. I do have faith in my husband. I know and our girls know that he is in there somewhere. But, like you said, it's going to happen on his timeframe. He probably doesn't even know when that will be. We have absolutely no contact with him. I got an email yesterday. One sentence. It was about money. No Hi or Bye. Nothing else. I dream about our future and I always see us together. Even when I start thinking about being without him, I always end up seeing us together. I cry almost everyday worrying about him and the pain he's going thru. I worry the same thing about my Ds. I feel so alone at times. I cry because I miss the love of my life.
