Interesting. Like our buddy Cadet likes to say, much of DB is counter intuitive.
My fear would be that when you feel like this:
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when really I want to knock OM into the sea and drown him (and thats being nice).
which is of course understandable, you may build up more and more resentment while doing the “champion OM act” until you can’t take any longer and then explode in anger. Maybe this is why your coach asked if you thought you “had it in you” to do this. I also thinks wives, and even husbands, who are (or were) close, can usually tell when their spouse is lying.
Then too, I always wonder if wife would think "hay cool, H is ok with this" when clearly I am not. I think it may be better to let her know my true feelings instead of playing some fake game. IDK
M: A really long time. Crisis: 5 years. She's still worth it.
Life is never made unbearable by circumstances, but only by lack of meaning and purpose. -Viktor Frankl
