The first bomb he left and moved out of state. He was gone for about 4 months. So things were pretty much back to the way they were before. Just awful. Really. We were both miserable. I had prayed for a resolution to how bad things had gotten. I continue to pray for him. I believe no one has an unchangeable heart. However, it doesn't seem to be doing much good at this point. Except that since I have really started praying I DO feel much better. So if that reason alone it is worth it.
I was going to post an update anyway. As I said,he hung up on me yesterday and I have decided not to contact him. I haven't and really have no desire to. It's a strange feeling. New to me. D12 is home sick today. I was coming back from the Dr. with her when we passed him on the road. He threw his hand up to wave and I didn't. As we were coming up the road I even commented that I bet he wondered who was in the car with me and why I didn't wave. lol A few minutes later he calls my cell. I handed it to D12 so I wouldn't have to speak with him. He talked to her for a minute but essentially wanted to know who all was in the car? Were they all sick? It looked like "the car was full." He did ask her what the dr. said and stuff AFTER he interrogated her. Jerk!
Also, no idea why he was right here by our house unless XW1 lives around here close. I thought he might have been here yesterday after our conversation but no way to be sure. Only reason I say that is my dog had torn the curtains open like he was looking at someone on the porch. Considering I live at the end of a one lane road with no sidewalks generally speaking no one comes here or by here without a specific purpose. It's not exactly a central location. So I think he came by. No way to prove it.
I am just going to keep doing what I am doing. Tori I hope for your sake your H is not like mine. I hope that for his as well. Maybe he will really feel free and get some of this out of his system. I don't think he intends to hurt you he is just selfish. Much like my H. Hugs.
