Kicking a$$ and taking names!

[albamarie]

Well, he is on his way on the train bound for no where.

This is all so sad because we can see their only making life harder and adding more hurt to an already painful sitch.

My H was angry at me saying yesterday if I had only "let" him go, he would be better and already on his way back.

The grass is always greener on the side of woulda, shoulda, coulda! If only so an so, if my mom, my dad, the world, I wouldn't be like this today.

So they compound more onto themselves and take away the best thing in their life, us, the kids!? Is it punishment, disgrace, unworthiness, or do they really believe it will be better.

My h says he knows it would be crazy for him to let me go, family and friends offer him every opportunity to what "get better"...don't do it!

RH: You sound like such a caring loving person, I'm so sorry your going through this. It is the hardest thing to understand and my prayers are with you. I will keep reading, your writing it helps make me think for myself, thanks for sharing you most painful thoughts.

It is sad about your S, I find with my S21, who had the best relationship with his father, that he has to be aloud to feel what he's feeling and with my love he'll come out of this ok!