Hi foreveryoung,
Thank you for the reply,

I have tried what you said but not to offten. Yes she is replying to my txt most of the time. Yes there just one or 2 work replies.

I was reading the text last night and i guess I can take this one as a baby step too. what do you thing

This was when I saw her at the store with that Girl renting movies, Then walking into the local bar.

my text:It was good to see you. You Looked Very good

her reply text: You too, stay safe

I am hoping she ment I looked good too. And that is diffrent.

I'm just that most replies are 1 or 2 words.
I will try in a day i guess to engage her again.. the way you say. Here is a question for you. i have been texting her almost every day the past few days. so should i wait a day or two.. How often is good to text her.

Yes I am reading the BR book. should i Read the DB book first i have no idea what one is best to start with so i bounce back and forth.

I do continue to GAL but i can say it is very hard. The things I like to do i just think how nice it would be to share this with my WAW. Thats what makes it hard. It is not that the things I am doing need 2 it is just sharing the joy with someone.

I say I'm not sure how much longer i can do this but I can say I am not going to give up. It is just sometimes I get very very down. with my birthday coming and the holidays coming i just think of how it was and i do well would like to have that again this year.

I dont know just a little down and maybe fighting deprestion. so I try not to act on the down feeling and i try to fake it till i make it. But it is hard sometimes....

Hi SS, Thanks for the imput. I think im going to try FY idea first. As it took some time to get to this point I dont want to give that up yet. But i can say i am confused on what realy to do.. the NC i tried and the only thing i got from her about 2 or 3 weeks in was that she wanted to be friends but can not afourd a lawyer so can we do this the easy way.
so I just dont know what is best