JaeC, I am sorry too that you're going thru what so many of us are. I miss my husband so much. It hurts almost all the time. I have some better moments. I have my really down moments. Having a huge down moment tonight. I admit that I had a really self destructive action, it put me in the ER. I've been trying very hard to keep myself going. I luckily get to see my Ds. We're very close. I can't imagine I would keep going without them. I haven't talked to my H in over three weeks. I got an email today. One sentence. It was about money. I just don't know him anymore. I love him and want our marriage. But, sometimes it seems impossible and I don't feel like I have the strength that it takes to keep going. I wish there were magic words that would help you. I understand how you feel.
