Stop this crazy train I want to get off!!!

[wishing, hoping]

So success. H said in front of the counselor that he is okay With S seeingthe counselor. He of course made it out that it was all my fault and claimed there was an email from July 23 where he said counseling was acceptable. Why has there been such a gap? To which I responded if you wanted to meet The counselor and get informed on S's condition why did you wait until now to meet with C? He was speechless. Utterly speechless. He was like a deer in the headlights. At the end we made appointments together. The receptionist gave me a card with future appointments, looked at me and asked if we should make a copy and gestured toward H (who wasn't looking right then). I said that's probably a good idea. She then asked if I wanted a reminder call and I said yes and turned to H and asked if he wanted one too. He said he would put it in his calendar.

Then I get a call from the mediator stating H wants to meet next week. I said I had gotten a call from my lawyer who talked to H's lawyer and wants to have a four way meeting. H wants to get this all done by next week because his attorney is going On maternity leave (poor H). I explained to the mediator and the lawyer that vacation time is slim and sick time is gone and unlike H I am an hourly employee and have to make up the time I miss. Plus we are down a person in our office and this is a really busy season. H is furious. Again I am just dragging things out. No, my schedule is important too. It's not all about H. And if his attorney is going on maternity leave that's not my problem. He's probably out of retainer (I know because I am) and that means OW will need to cough up more moola. Oh but it's all for luv.

In other matters H must have bought stock in a certain department store because I see shopping bags all over the floor of his room. He has a brand new wardrobe too. Things he made fun of people wearing just a few years ago. I want to shout just who are you trying to be? I don't even know this guy anymore. He's a total stranger.