Thanks Wendylon for answering my question.
You think? Maybe - takes a long time for him to trust anyone - maybe this is another cycle of MLC touch and go

Journalling

He seems to have got what he needed
- Tumbling is still there really -
and run away again
or
he is confused by what he found out
- shock - drum roll please -
he enjoys hanging out w his W!

Whatever. Tumbling is NOT texting tonight.
She is lying on the blanket admiring the moon.
She is fine and dandy
and texts mean diddly squat anyway.
I can even send one to my Self, so there.
H does not exist unless he is in my physical presence.

I can't believe I am back here again!
You see what happens when he doesn't contact me -
All ambivalence is shot to pieces!

Calm down drama queen it's only been a few days, give the guy a chance
- what? another one?
Yes, another one because you are leaning back this time and he doesn't know how to walk in those new shoes yet