Last night....I had asked him to give me a wake up call this morning and he got a bit angry sounding when he said...yeah, what time...his voice said ...you pain in the butt...so I said nevermind...you are still hurt and angry and I am pushing you too much...then I said we should get off the phone ...he didn't say good bye..I said it again and he finally said yeah ok...good bye...very abruptly ....so the call did not end on an overall good tone...I think he is playing me...placating me...so that I will not call him during the day...but in his alien mind I fear he is still very much planning on filing for divorce and getting an attorney....I guess I have to keep it dim and keep acting as if when we talk at night... I think he just wants to see if I can be made to be undeserving of spousal maintainance...so he doesn't have to pay anything to me .....but that is negative thinking...so I will believe he is busy today...that I pushed a bit too far and he needs space...and if he doesn't call me tonight...I won't call him....
I am working on an article right now...and have to use the weekend to write the first chapter of a book I may get a contract to write...wish me luck....I really need to focus on my writing...it's sure hard though....
Oh yeah...got spam prevention from my internet provider...first month trial free....that's an action step for me...because we were getting some that really upset me and made me distrust him...
