I then went through my correspondence and FB and a few minutes ago, obviously after her gig tonight, W changed her status to:
"Why do we have to lose before realizing the value/price of a being/existence/presence/someone?" (translated using online translators).
This is all very emotionally taxing. I wish that if W had something to say, she just came out and said it. I don't know if I'll be able to sleep tonight.
Instead of laying awake at night, why not just ask her what this means?
Hmmm... I wouldn't advise that.
How about you just let it go and stop trying to mind read. Maybe she's doing some true thinking about her life, maybe she isn't.
The answer will reveal itself in time.
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
