Life is going to get a lot lighter, later this weekend. You're already over the worst of an intense drama which has been playing itself out for far too long. Now, things are sorting themselves out. You can't though, claim too much credit for this. The main improvements have either happened naturally or they have come about through the intervention of someone else. That's fine but you need to understand what caused a certain problem in the first place, if only to be sure that it won't recur. Hence your current learning process.
Not sure how to take this....sounds good..but I am too fearful to get too hopeful....