Just having one of those days thinking of my sitch. It has been since feb of this year wife left. we have very little contact. Only text but I am the one who starts it. Just simple stuff saying hi or wishing her well. Nothing that i think would be something that would push her away. but like I said in past few post. I saw her with this girl and can not confirm if this is her new mate. But the signs indecate maybe. also we all know our mind goes crazy with thinking and it not good.
So I am sitting here and I text my W asking if she made it past the storm ok and hope she is ok. she replied we are ok tx.... i know i should not be thinking this but she could have asked how i was. nope nothing.
All i can do is think that W and that gay girl is with her...
W keeps saying she wants to talk and be friends but i see nothing. I even send a letter that validated her feeling as per my DB couch. Got nothing back. I see her at her 2nd job and says she will talk soon. and nothing. I just do not understand what is happening here anymore...
I am GAL i am reading DR. But still all this hurts and i think it has been to long now and will W ever come around. She said at some point back that she wanted a divorce but yet nothing is being done. If she wanted a divorce so bad why is she just letting me hang and not doing something about it. Has anyone been in the same place i am and made it back with W or not??
I guess i really feel that nothing is working and that she will never come around. I know Im sounding needy but It has been a long time and it is just what im thinking.
Should i just stop even talking to her do not text her do nothing but wait for her to contact me? Anyone have any thoughts on dealing with this and being in a bad spot today. I cant get out as the storm has closed roads.
please any thoughts should I just give up on this??
