You are right of course. I need to let him contact me. I am just soooo afraid that that will be with divorce papers...and I really do miss him...despite all the things I have said...I actually love this man and miss him a lot. When things are good between us...they are good...but when things are bad they are horrid. Thanks for all the time you have spent with me today, Laurie...I really do appreciate it.
